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Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Sorry.

It's true.
I dare to do but don't dare to admit.
Okay.
Get on with it.

8 students from Meranti came to apologize today.
I never say im still unsatisfied.
Early this morning,
i apologized to Nadia.
She said never mind and then she ignored me.
Sudahlah.
Aku tak kisah.

I argued with her today.
Balik time,
you were waiting fer me outside my classroom with a disgusted look on your face.
Then u asked me to quick up.
I asked you
"Why so fast fer what?"
You never answer me.
You ignore me giler.
Okay.
Fine with me.

Then she came.
You walked with her.
Never talk to me.
So i walked alone.
Until d end,
you never even waved me goodbye.
WTH.

Before this,i always wait fer you after school.
Even recess.
You took so damn bloody long to come out of your classroom,
i never scold you or anything.
In fact i just wait and wait.

Sebaliknya,now you layan me like that.
what d toooot.
I never knew you were this selfish.
I argued with her.
Not you.
You ignore me giler.
Apa pasal?

Last time,
you argued with her.
Who compromised the both of you?
Me.
Bagai kacang lupakan kulit la you all.

Scout.
Selalunya you all abandon me.
I never say anything.
Padahal always say we're best friends.
Toot la best friends.
I kena abandoned by you all,
you think i got no feelings?
Shit la.

I never should have switched to scout.
I kena layan like that.
What da tooot.
You always follow her,
then you abandon me.
When you got problem that time,
come look fer me.
What am i to you man.

Came back home,
ate lunch.
No appetite.
Because of you guys.
Suddenly my mom started praising you in front of me.
I felt like asking her to stop talking about you,you and you.

You flirt with guys.
I sabar.
At so many things i sabar with you.
But did you ever sabar with me before?
No.

I admire the form 1 kid.
You ignore me giler sial.
what da toooot.
Not only me okay.
K and Y can admire,i can't admire?

You like your M,i didn't say anything.
Now i admire that kid,
you ignore me.
What's your problem man?

When you couldn't talk to your M,
you lepaskan geram on me.
I'm not a human being that is being treated like a toy okay.
You geram sangat,don't la throw tantrums on me.
Im innocent one la.

Anytime you all need me,
come frantically looking fer me.
Don't need me,
just leave me alone.
Sigh.

When you're alone,you come and talk to me.
When you're not,
you pretend like you don't know me.
You go with others.
wthhhh laa.

Tomorrow,
scout.
She planned to P again.
Then,you will follow her.
And i'll be left alone again.
You say i selfish.
The same thing goes to you.
You P,
I recess with who?
Memang i got other friends.
But it'll be awkward if i recess with them right.
Because they've got their own gang.
Takkan i suddenly turut masuk?

Aiyo,
whatever la.
I tak nak layan already la.
I'm tired of this.
I'm tired by how you treat me.
I'm not your toy anymore.

K,
You always ikut her.
Im totally speechless la.
She do wrong,you never say anything.
At certain circumstances you do,
but you tell her softly.
I do wrong,
you scold me with bad words.
Sometimes i feel you do not care about my feelings at all.
She wanna P,you follow.
You never ask me.
You never thought about me.
The both of you P,
what about me?
You don't bother at all.
When you argue with her,
you always complain about her.
Suddenly you go with her,
tak pedulikan saya pula.

Sigh.





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